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I have been playing hide and seek all my life. The dead have always been very near. Going into a cemetery and resting my head on the past is no longer necessary: for I, now, am the past. I tried to make myself unavailable until the important people in my life died. Then my seeking began. I was old when I was young, now I am young as I die. All my life I have been either hiding from, or seeking out, those who have meant the most to me. Now I want answers. I want all the answers. So I can do this; so I can die.

After several years and several different doctors' opinions; you are finally diagnosed with final stage cancer. And they tell you on your 50th birthday. Wouldn't you want to examine your past to see if something you lived through may have contributed to it?
Then when you begin to relive your past on paper, you realize you had nowhere near a normal life. Starting with your paternal grandparents' chance meeting, the family tree takes many twists and turns that lead to a life of continued stress. Your oncologist tells you that stress has broken down your immune system and allowed a virus to...