Leukemias been my life since I was eleven. Now, six years later, I want my life back. Only Im not sure what that is. The test results came back today. 22,000. Which means Im officially out of remission-again. I have three options:
1) Another round of chemo. 2) A super-new experimental drug. 3) Dump it all- forget the meds and treatments and enjoy the time I have left.
I think I know what I want. Then, in walks Damian, changing everything.
I mean, everything...
Hes got his own set of issues. It binds us together, you know? We understand what its like to lose what matters...
Dear Diary,
Leukemias been my life since I was eleven. Now, six years later, I want my life back. Only Im not sure what that is. The test re...
Thats what being with Kate Browdy is. Shes sick. And now my father has knocked her out because her immune system cant deal with this virus. Seven years of fighting leukemia is destroying her.
I cant deal with this.
Im not strong like her.
Survival instinct kicks in, so I do what I know-I call Ellie. Numb the pain.
But there shouldnt even be pain. What is it about this girl?
Shes not good for me, and Im not good for her. Im a freaking disaster, and Kate deserves better.
Maybe its time to cut my losses.
Suicide.
Thats what being with Kate Browdy is. Shes sick. And now my father has knocked her out because her immune system cant deal with this...
