Dies ist der dreizehnte Teil meines Tagebuchs, die Schilderung meiner Aktivitäten und Gefühle zwischen April 2024 und Juli 2025 und ich empfehle wie immer, zuerst die früheren Teile zu lesen.Mein Leben hat sich seit meiner "Geburt" im Jahr 2019 sehr verändert. Ich bin nicht mehr in der Rolle der Alleinerziehenden und lebe nun in Hamburg. Ich spiele niemandem mehr vor, ein Mann zu sein, sondern habe eine soziale und teilweise medizinische Transition vollzogen und lebe als Frau. Außerdem bin ich unheilbar an Krebs erkrankt und deswegen nicht mehr berufstätig, sondern kann mein Leben...

Dies ist bereits der zwölfte Teil meines Tagebuchs, die Schilderung meiner Aktivitäten und Gefühle im Februar und März 2024 und ich empfehle wie immer, zuerst die früheren Teile zu lesen.Mein Leben hat sich seit meiner "Geburt" im Jahr 2019 sehr verändert. Ich bin nicht mehr in der Rolle des Alleinerziehenden und lebe nun weitgehend in Hamburg. Ich spiele niemandem mehr vor, ein Mann zu sein, sondern habe eine soziale Transition vollzogen und lebe als Frau. Außerdem bin ich unheilbar an Krebs erkrankt und deswegen nicht mehr berufstätig, sondern kann mein Leben genießen, soweit mir...

Im Sommer 2018 fragte mich meine Freundin aus heiterem Himmel, ob ich jemals daran gedacht hätte, mich komplett in eine Frau verwandeln zu lassen. Sie meinte, dass es interessant sein könnte. Ich druckste ziemlich herum, und ehrlich gesagt war mir der Gedanke vielleicht schon mal für den Bruchteil einer Sekunde durch den Kopf gegangen, aber ich hatte ihn verworfen, weil ich absolut sicher war, dass das Ergebnis nicht gut sein würde. Dann kam Weihnachten 2018 und ihr Geschenk war genau das: ein Makeover. Sie hatte mit der Geschäftsführerin eines Service gesprochen und alle Vorbereitungen...

It must have been some time in summer of 2018 that my girlfriend asked me out of the blue if I had ever thought about having a complete makeover into a female. She suggested that it could be interesting. I said yes and no, and honestly the thought had crossed my mind for maybe a split second but I had dismissed it because I was absolutely sure that the results wouldn't be anywhere near my standard of quality.Then Christmas 2018 came, and her present was just that: a makeover. She had been talking to the owner of a service, had checked the options, made preparations, the whole nine yards. No...

It must have been some time in summer of 2018 that my girlfriend asked me out of the blue if I had ever thought about having a complete makeover into a female. She suggested that it could be interesting. I said yes and no, and honestly the thought had crossed my mind for maybe a split second but I had dismissed it because I was absolutely sure that the results wouldn't be anywhere near my standard of quality.Then Christmas 2018 came, and her present was just that: a makeover. She had been talking to the owner of a service, had checked the options, made preparations, the whole nine yards. No...

This is the third part of my diary and I recommend starting with the first two parts if you haven't done so already.As of June 30th, 2021 I am a 54- year- old father of a 15 year old son, a single parent for the last thirteen years. Since we live together there is still only a little time for me to be Wiebke, my female persona, at home. I still need to be cautious.You will read about my progression since the end of my second published diary part. My son has returned home from his stay elsewhere by mid- March so the pace of events has slowed down somewhat again. But it still only took less...

This is the fourth part of my diary and I strongly recommend reading the earlier parts first.I had ended my third book stating that I wouldn't publish any further parts, unless there'd be major progress to report. At the time I didn't expect that to happen, but it did! I have been in transition for a year now and of course I've kept on writing my diary. Now I have reached a point where I think publishing makes sense again. The speed of my progression has increased and my social transition may well be half way through.This part covers the time frame between June and December 2021.

It must have been some time in summer of 2018 that my girlfriend asked me out of the blue if I had ever thought about having a complete makeover into a female. She suggested that it could be interesting. I said yes and no, and honestly the thought had crossed my mind for maybe a split second but I had dismissed it because I was absolutely sure that the results wouldn't be anywhere near my standard of quality.Then Christmas 2018 came, and her present was just that: a makeover. She had been talking to the owner of a service, had checked the options, made preparations, the whole nine yards. No...

This is the fourth part of my diary and I strongly recommend reading the earlier parts first.I had ended my third book stating that I wouldn't publish any further parts, unless there'd be major progress to report. At the time I didn't expect that to happen, but it did! I have been in transition for a year now and of course I've kept on writing my diary. Now I have reached a point where I think publishing makes sense again. The speed of my progression has increased and my social transition may well be half way through.This part covers the time frame between June and December 2021.

It must have been some time in summer of 2018 that my girlfriend asked me out of the blue if I had ever thought about having a complete makeover into a female. She suggested that it could be interesting. I said yes and no, and honestly the thought had crossed my mind for maybe a split second but I had dismissed it because I was absolutely sure that the results wouldn't be anywhere near my standard of quality.Then Christmas 2018 came, and her present was just that: a makeover. She had been talking to the owner of a service, had checked the options, made preparations, the whole nine yards. No...