Having been raised by her stepfathers hate and heavy hand, being loved by a mother who lacked the strength of leaving and having learnt that life is nothing more than a chess game with everyone out to screw her over, Jeanney dwelled in fear and loathing. Convinced that she needs to be selfish in order to succeed in an unkind world, she fills her heart with bitterness and discards the idea of loving anyone but herself.