I suddenly found myself immobilized in confusion. I didn’t know how to work the remote. My hands felt heavy and clumsy. Again I was a woman possessed. I stared down at my hands, illuminated by the light of the television, and looked as the muscles of my fingers tried to change the channel. Nothing. It was like I was looking at the hand of another person. I was unnerved to be unable to use a familiar object; I was no longer the captain of my body. ”

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