The books have been written by a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenia written with zeal for self actualisation and a test to awareness of his inner self, consciousness and may be sum up on what this world we dwell in, in view of pain and suffering. What he feels are the issues related to his mental health and much more such as his beliefs paradigms of what brought suffering into the world. Are the gods or deities to be blame because of suffering should he blame God for allowing suffering in this world? He has partly written his books based on consistency and inconsistency of a child born...

This is part two of his books. The first one is titled trials of life the effects of the first book tilted trial of life, is merges with his memories of his schizophrenia. People with mental health issues all experience the illness in different ways. The content of this book, and the one published before this book seeks to open a forum from various sources related to mental health issues to openly quest for the reason or cause of the illness schizophrenia. As the author of his books he hopes to find out from reliable source if he is actually schizophrenic. At this stage, his readers have...