The first 44 years of my life were spent without truly knowing God or what the Bible said about Him. I thought I was a good Christian simply because I attended church on a somewhat regular basis. It took a life changing event for me to recognize that I was just playing church and I was not saved. When I focus on me, Jesus I cannot see; When I focus on Jesus, I see a new me. "And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely." Revelation 21:6