As time flows, the author realizes that it is that other one who is controlling you, who is a child or an insane child. Being driven by such a child or monster can only result in disaster. He gets into finding out how the mind can be controlled, and he realizes that you can't control it. The more you try to, the more it exists. Mind can never be treated with mind. It only amounts to manipulation of it. His only experience and realization is that being aware of your breath can result in the natural dropping of it, and then you can be out of its clutches.
It's explained here that being...
As time flows, the author realizes that it is that other one who is controlling you, who is a child or an insane child. Being driven by such a chil...
