From the Introduction:
"I stuck the gun in my mouth, shaking with fear. I closed my eyes as I cocked the hammer and slowly squeezed the trigger... Wait I can't do it like this What if I miss and I end up like a vegetable looking like a freak or something? Maybe I can overdose on pills. Wait What about John? That dude said he had the worst headache ever after he came out of it and wished it on no one. RAT POISON Yes, this could work
Lost and hopeless, I sat in my office deciding what method would be less painful to take my life, a thought that would finally catch up to me. In...