Full-length novel: The artistic community knows me as Ren Hayden, the social media reporter to impress. My boss knows me as a talented workaholic with no life. My so-called best friend is only around to party. Nobody knows that, thanks to a messed up family life, I buried the girl I was meant to be years ago behind a sort of mental switch that stops me from feeling anything I don't want to feel. Likewise, nobody knows that addictions to philanthropy, cigarettes, and meaningless sex keep that switch in tip-top shape. In fact, the only person who truly knows me is Seth, my criminal of a brother...