After 30 plus years, I had finally become consciously aware that the fragile state of my emotional health was due to a lifetime struggle with low self-esteem, dysfunctional relationship patterns, lack of self-love, and not knowing my worth or life's purpose. I had spent the majority of my adulthood unaware of who I was at the core of my being and who I truly was as a child of God. I prided myself on my ability to move on from one relationship to another by proudly shouting "next " with a smile and thinking I was in control of my situation when, all along, I'd been running from people,...