One woman, plus four women, fill the life of this English Businessman / Engineer / Philosopher / Psychotherapist domiciled in Vienna. His work sees him travelling throughout Europe. He is searching for some sort of settlement, yet he knows not what that settlement will consist of.

Niet van der Zand's story begins in Vienna. He is a succesful businessman who meets a series of women which he begins a liaison with. In fact he falls in love with at least four of them. He is interested in Philosophy, Psychology, Sociology and The Arts. He hopes to use these to untangle the web, but as yet he continues to weave that web.

Poems gathered from here, there, and everywhere; especially those places where they maybe should never have been in the first place. An ongoing compendium of poetry, sorted by happenstance into collections each of around one hundred poems. Works pulled together from several decades of writing; they share a lineage, and mostly, but not always, they are written with one person in mind. These are poems driven by lust and by love, driven by being close, and driven by being far away. These are poems of waiting and longing, or perhaps poems of longing and waiting. There may be angst, but there...

Do you remember your first boyfriend, or your first girlfriend. What would you ask them now. Do you remember the first time that you thought about your own creativity. What questions would you ask about yourself now. Join in with the writer, as he goes through the story of his life, with his four lovers, on his journey of internal, and external discovery.