Looking back, there are five things I would have done differently. One - I would've tried shielding Miles from the ugliness of the mirror. Two - I would've listened to the warnings that despite the evil I've already met, worse was coming. Three - I would've recognized that while I was trying to keep everyone in the light, darkness crept into the hidden corners of myself I never knew existed. Four - I wouldn't have so willingly trusted others just because they are family. Five - Most importantly, I would have shielded my heart before it turned black.