This book is a diary containing the emotions, feelings, suffering and reflections of one woman, Pastor Kat, who was victimized by the senseless death by suicide of her husband. It's borne out of grief and despondency. Pastor Kat laid open her heart - both the good and the bad - with the hope that it would make a difference. In telling her story she hopes people considering suicide will understand the "multitude of messed up" we get when left behind by suicide, how our lives are irretrievably altered by their decision, and fully understand the devastation they reap to all that knew them. In...