Second Edition. Follow the true story of my struggle with self injury, bulimia, and with my own mind. Constant anxiety and an abusive past brought me to intentionally and repeatedly cut my own leg, burn my wrist, and beat my arm with a wrench. I get admitted to a psychiatric ward. My fear of gaining back the weight I lost, and losing my violent means of coping, causes me to fight against the help I so desperately need. I was where all the rules were made for me and I had to obey. A lot of people cried out in fits. I've seen them destroy the things in their path. I've heard the staff call for...