I would like all of my readers to know that I never imagined my life being this way. I never really understood why I had to have this testimony. All I ever wanted was to be found by the man of my dreams, get married, and live happy ever after. Life is full of lessons and it's what you learn from those lessons that make you the person you will become. For years I was ashamed of my past and I never wanted to talk about it. I was very bitter and I blamed God for my loss. It seemed like God was against me and every man who came into my life was taken away. I felt that God could have changed my...