Do you know what it's usually like when you wake up after a really amazing dream? By the time you actually get your eyes open the memory is beginning to fade. You hazily remember what you were dreaming about but you can't remember many of the details anymore. By the time you've got your clothes on and had breakfast it's pretty much disappeared and you're left thinking how nice it would be to be able to go back and see what you liked about it so much and what happened next. It's kind of like you had something wonderful and very precious but somehow you lost it and don't know how to find it...