I am looking at my destroyed reflection. My right hand is holding a 22LRGBG that is pointing at my head... it is a perfect gun for Russian Roulette. But I am not playing. I don't recognize this person anymore. I destroyed my life and I don't want to stay on this Earth. I cannot believe that LOVE with a man did this to me Erika Santos has everything: a supportive husband, six beautiful children, and an optimistic outlook on life. She's living in Europe, managing her own financial companies and a non-profit organization, and appearing in many television shows and magazines. But when a business...