Cerrando la puerta por primera vez... Cerre la puerta, cai de rodillas y clame a Dios por fortaleza. No recuerdo cuanto llore, y no estaba segura donde Travis iria. Mis padres me dijeron que realmente no amaba a mi hijo, que era una mala madre. Incluso mi mejor amiga me dijo, " Como puedes hacerle eso?" Sabia que la Palabra de Dios era verdadera y me ayudaria a mi y mi familia. Queria que mi hijo supiera que Dios estaria alli para el. Travis necesitaba depender de Dios completamente. Pero por ahora mis lagrimas brotaron - mi corazon estaba roto por mi hijo, que aun continuaba utilizando...

Closing the Door for the First Time... I shut the door, fell on my knees and cried out to God for strength. I can't remember how long I cried, and I wasn't sure where Travis would go. My parents told me that I really didn't love my son, that I was a horrible mother. Even my best friend said, "How could you do that to him?" I knew God's Word was true and that He would come through for me and my family. I wanted my son to know that God would be there for him. Travis needed to depend on God completely. But for now my tears fell - my heart was broken over my son, who still continued using his...