At this time I had nothing to give, I was at my lowest point in life that I had no where to go but up. I was facing a difficult time in my marriage. The vows thru richer or poorer, sickness and health, thru death do us part begin to be just words, meaningless, no value, no honor, no source of life. I was in a dark place, a place where suicide was an option, plotting my death as well as my husband's and children became a everyday thought. See, I was tested by a potential baby outside of the marriage, my husband left me after 9 years with 3 kids, and on top of that things were going wrong at my...