Matty used to always say that "God don't want me," and maybe for good reason. His life was family, sex, and drugs. But Matty didn't know how to be a part of his family after everything was taken from him. He was so busy running but he couldn't ever outrun himself or his suitors, for that matter. For all his trying, Matty was damned whether he did it or not. So he just gave himself over to foreign desires that consumed him despite his valiant fight. He was conflicted from birth. He was the oddball out from the very beginning - a pariah, outcast, an afterthought, so he believed. So Matty had to...