On the day he was celebrating the first day of his honeymoon, "Michael McCarthy" was erased - every aspect of self-identity, gone in an instant. This book is an autobiographical narrative describing in detail one man's journey through the mind-shattering loss of the person we take for granted we are. The subsequent search for "reality" leads through every available spiritual path, from religions to consciousness raising disciplines of every culture. The author's search for "The Holy Why?" leads through the darkest depths of human suffering. It is a journey through the inner realms to the...