An unbroken memory of the 'before life state', an enforced alignment to feelings and later, a thirst to seek answers, all contrived to become the alchemic mix that once set in motion did not allow me to cease the quest to uncover the mysteries of life. There's no doubt to my mind that without being confined to a steam tent from birth due to a deficient immune system, I would never have retained the connection to the 'inner-life'. I assume that in a 'normal' life the memory of 'life before life' fades into obscurity as new images flood the senses, even before birth - but this sensory blitz...