"You have just lost somebody you love very much. You will survive. Keep reading. This will be a very hard road... a life you never wanted. You may not have the motivation to go forward...but, you will because you must. Roll your eyes...but keep reading. I know where you are... I've been there. These are some things I wish I had known...I'll keep it simple, because you are quick to cry and take offense...and don't want to listen and you're a mess. You really are. I told you I've been there." (4 months into my grief) Hell began with the death of my son. His sudden and traumatic drowning exposed...