It is a autobiography about my childhood, it is written in a such a way that the psychology of such a childhood is highlighted rather than the physical abuse and violence. The title refers to only once throughout my life, feeling loved by my father. It is extremely powerful and very emotional and is making people think. I have been told that I am brave for writing the book/s though I do not feel it, the book is the 1st of 3 and takes the reader on the full journey of my life thus far.