This is the story of one mans journey through the depths of hell into the divine light of divinity. It tracks the real life experience of JC Mac and the moment that lead to his final mental, emotional and spiritual meltdown, leaving him unable to function in the world for over three years. A real life account of what it truly takes to transcend the world of illusion and emerge into a single view of enlightenment.

This is the autobiography of a spiritual seeking idiot and how the trials and tribulations of his life drove him to the depths of hell and then into the arms of divinity. It is one man's tale of how the pain and suffering of life can lead to profound moments of surrender and bliss. It scales the heights of what it is like to come face to face with the true nature of reality, the pitfalls and the cost of being single mindedly committed to enlightenment. As JC quotes in these pages, "the fastest route to enlightenment is to screw everything up all the time." Enjoy the ride.