The first book in a series about queer love in the age of sex, drugs, and techno.

For seven years, Eli and Dutch have maintained a unified appearance as the best of friends As co-workers in a call centre positioned for expansion, on the surface their friendship couldn't appear to be more picture - perfect. However their countless nights out fuelled by random encounters and party prescriptions have started to unearth some of the darker secrets between them, keeping their close friendship teetering on the brink of implosion. And while one of Dutch's secrets is barely holding the fractured relationship with Eli together, a shift in office dynamics not only threatens their...

All thirty-something Blake wanted for Christmas was some headspace.... He returns to his hometown of Saskatoon, Saskatchewan to catch up with family and friends, and to mentally sort out the feelings of "holiday disconnect" that haunt him every December. What Blake doesn't expect is to run into Dylan, an old co-worker and secret flame from before he came out. With Blake anxious to pick up where they left off, what he doesn't know is Dylan is carrying a secret that will eventually help force him to confront his anxiety towards a season that he's considered a byproduct of mass consumerism...

All thirty-something Blake wanted for Christmas was some headspace.... He returns to his hometown of Saskatoon, Saskatchewan to catch up with family and friends, and to mentally sort out the feelings of "holiday disconnect" that haunt him every December. What Blake doesn't expect is to run into Dylan, an old co-worker and secret flame from before he came out. With Blake anxious to pick up where they left off, what he doesn't know is Dylan is carrying a secret that will eventually help force him to confront his anxiety towards a season that he's considered a byproduct of mass consumerism...