All my life, I have been a seeker--seeking knowledge, seeking truth, seeking a better way to live. Because of my biological parents and their own struggles in life, I believed that there had to be a better way to live than with constant trials, addiction, and anger. I did not want to live that way or turn out that way. I believed that if I sought God and sought his way, my life could be better, happier, and more successful. Every day of my life, I sought God--in church services, in Christian books, in reading the Bible, and in leaders that spoke plainly about their own struggles and how,...