An uncompromising look at God's role in our experience of loss and pain. Where was He when I needed Him most? Why is He not answering my prayers? Does He not care that my child is dying? Does He create the loss and pain, or does He simply allow it? Confronting the slow decline and eventual death of a precious daughter, as well as his own struggle with cancer left John Wood questioning a seemingly invisible God. Encounter the journey and discover where Wood eventually landed following his sojourn in the "valley of the shadow of death."