The nightmare from hell was the reliving of childhood abuse during flashbacks. This brought hidden memories to the surface. Because of this revelation, the cause of agoraphobia for many years was finally determined. Also, incorporated in the book are poems written by the author, Elizabeth Gray, during her years of therapy as a form of emotional release. Her memoirs during trial and tribulations and finally recovery are written in the hope of making a difference for someone in a similar situation. The journey was difficult but triumph finally did prevail because of the healing process.

My mother asked, before she passed away, to finished her book. But when she passed I decided to write a book of poems for her. My mother was an outdoors kind of person, hands on, hands in the dirt, cultivating woman. She spent many hours out her her yard where she would read, do her cryptograms, watch her grandchildren or care for her garden. She grew plenty of vegetables, fruits and a variety of flowers. Not only did she grow her wilderness into a garden she helped plant the seeds of her grandchildren and her children and helped them grow. I haven't, yet, finished her book but I wrote this...

Elizabeth Gray's first book, I Relived My Nightmare From Hell, was a prelude to this one. Some of the poems written here were first incorporated in the preceding memoir as a different form of relating. Both books show her dramatic search for her own self discovery. She has succeeded mainly in her battle with Agoraphobia. This came to the surface as told in her own words. Elizabeth's journey on her way to recovery is shown in a unique manner. All her poems come dancing on paper before your very eyes. Her words which were dormant for years, come to life. Victory took many years to attain but...