My name is Catie Maye and I have been a heterosexual male to female cross dresser since I was 9 years old. This is a secret that I have held from all but a few for nearly 44 years.I have continually struggled with not only living a dual gendered life but also with society's prejudices against anything that does not fit into the comfy chair of 'normality'.My childhood in a tough South London suburb and a career in construction did not leave much room for wearing a dress and high heels.After 25 years of marriage and one daughter later I now live with my partner in Milton Keynes and whilst everyd...