I'm a German author, writing under the pseudonym "Gerd Lakowitz" books about suicide, psychology, Parapsycologie and near-death experiences. I was in 2013, 57 years old, living in exile in Thailand since December 2012 as an early retiree and better my little German pension as a book author on. For a long time I was a soldier in my life with an extremely high level of secrecy, have numerous masters and academic degrees, was the organizer and IT controller in Bankensenktor, have marketed as an Instructor with its own diving school, equipment shop and own brand manufacturing diving articles and o...