."..Alone (again) on my boat with an enormous amount of cocaine, I fully intended to blow my heart to smithereens. Cutting fat lines sure to end my misery, an unrelenting voice in my head urgently insisted I "write this down!." Finally giving in, I found a pen and began. My hand would not stop writing. What spilled out onto that paper astounded me so that I threw the cocaine overboard. Alive and 20 years later, those very words begin Chapter 1, "The Experience," in my book "Dark to Light." We ask that REVIEWS and TESTIMONIALS be left at www.deaningram.com because your anonymity is important. B...