During a lifetime of pain, abuse, neglect, rape, adultery, loss of a child, abandonment, divorce, shattered dreams, alcoholism and drug addiction, I found sanity. This story mainly focuses on the terrible men, and relationships I have suffered through in my short lived lifetime. I have made it to the other side, "Happiness." Take a walk in my shoes, live my fear, and wake up in the nightmare, and then find the only solution, I did. I hope my life and the stories through it, can lead you to understanding you are not alone. There is hope, and promise at the end of the rainbow. I only desire to h...