Identity mentor, computer scientist, and shaman. At some point I realized that what I thought of how life worked didn't logically fit in with what was happening in life. My collection of programs "This is how life works" has been reduced to absurdity. So I decided to study life anew, from the scratch. There were people in my life, people from all kinds of cultures around the globe, and gradually showed me a little more what life is all about and how to study yourself and nature. Some of them were called shamans, some had other names. And some none at all. At some point I got used to the fact that people I could help call me shaman. "Seeing in the dark" is the literal translation, the analogous one is "looking behind the scenes".