Chapter 1: Introduction: Queer Chicano/Mexicano Accounts of Fathers, Fathering, and Fatherhood, Adelaida R. Del Castillo and Gibrán Güido
Part 1: “Can I write about my father?”: Representations of the Presence of Being
Chapter 2: Sky Maps, Daniel Vidal Soto
Chapter 3:Journal 2, Daniel Vidal Soto
Chapter 4: January Spirals, Daniel Vidal Soto
Chapter 5: Unwriting the Father, R. Allen Baros
Chapter 6: Overall Prince, Now Father Lauren, Cuauhtémoc Peranda
Part 2 Fathers, Father Figures, and the Family
Chapter 7: Tommy Paved the Way, Robert Jude Frausto
Chapter 8: Todo sobre mi madre/All about My Mother, Carlos Manuel
Chapter 9: Tito – A Remembrance of My Father, Larry T. Baza
Chapter 10: Deddy, José H. Cadena
Chapter 11: My Two Sons, Gustavo V. Segade
Chapter 12: Punched in the Stomach, Marcus Fisher
Part 3 Fatherhood, Queer Consciousness, and Neurodiversity
Chapter 13: ¿Cómo estás, mi niño? (How Are You, My Boy?): Memories of Father and Fatherhood – Mental Illness, Enforced Masculinity, and Loss, Eddy F. Álvarez Jr.
Chapter 14: My Dead Father, Miguel Garcia Jr.
Chapter 15: Alchemistas (Alchemists), Christian Emmañuel
Chapter 16: Coming Home to Myself, Luis A. Chavez Rodriguez
Chapter 17: The Best, Fredy Caballero
Part 4 Desire, Daddy Issues, and Taboos
Chapter 18: Border Crossings, Omar O. González
Chapter 19: How to Compromise Your Self, Daniel Vidal Soto
Chapter 20: A Performance Recovery: Cruising Fathered Memories Through Dependency Circuits, Joe E. Martinez
Chapter 21: “Make Me Your Toxic Son, Daddy”: The Bio-Familial Bonds Created by Gay Men Vis-à-vis “Bug Chasing” and “Gift Giving, Omar O. González
Part 5 Situating Spent and Shifting Fatherhoods
Chapter 22: Our Shimmering and Ephemeral DNA, Gibrán Güido
Chapter 23: Querido Padre: Things I Want to Tell You and Other Thoughts, Adán Campos
Chapter 24: No Last Name, Yosimar Reyes
Chapter 25: Communion, Jesus Daniel Mendez Carbajal
Chapter 26: Chrysalis, Jesus Daniel Mendez Carbajal
Part 6 Fatherhood Patterns and Passionate Fathering
Chapter 27; Like Father, Like Queer Son?: Gay Chicanx and Latinx Males and Their Fathers, Daniel Enrique Pérez
Chapter 28: My Padrino, Xuan Carlos Espinoza-Cuellar
Chapter 29: God is Never Ashamed of Us, Xuan Carlos Espinoza-Cuellar
Chapter 30:You Will Love, Xuan Carlos Espinoza-Cuellar
Adelaida R. Del Castillo is Associate Professor and former Chair of the Department of Chicana and Chicano Studies at San Diego State University, USA. She has published on sex/gender meaning and economic survival strategies in Mexico City and is co-editor of Queer in Aztlán: Chicano Male Recollections of Consciousness and Coming Out (Lambda Literary Awards Finalist).
Gibrán Güido is a PhD candidate in the Department of Literature at the University of California at San Diego, USA, and a founding member of the Association for Jotería Arts, Activities, and Scholarship (AJAAS). He co-edited Queer in Aztlán: Chicano Male Recollections of Consciousness and Coming Out (Lambda Literary Awards Finalist).
“This book is a beautiful, moving and fascinating read that presents a high-quality and original contribution to the field. The editors have compiled intimate testimonies that provide a superb analysis of the Chicano/Mexicano culture and social hierarchies, as well as how masculinity, queerness, and kinship play out in this context. The stories in this book are enthralling and have the potential to decolonize academic writing.”
— Marcin Smietana, Research Associate in the Reproductive Sociology Research Group, University of Cambridge, UK
Bringing together a unique collection of narrative accounts based on the lived experience of queer Chicano/Mexicano sons, this book explores fathers, fathering, and fatherhood. In many ways, the contributors reveal the significance of fathering and representations of fatherhood in the context of queer male sexuality and identity across generations, cultures, class, and Mexican immigrant and Mexican American families. They further reveal how father figures—godfathers, grandfathers, and others—may nurture and express love and hope for the queer young men in their extended family. Divided into six sections, the book addresses the complexity of father-queer son relationships; family dynamics; the impact of neurodiverse mental health issues; the erotic, unsafe, and taboo qualities of desire; encounters with absent, estranged or emotionally distant fathers; and a critical analysis of father and queer son relationships in Chicano/Latino literature and film.