Acknowledgments ix Introduction to the 2020 Edition 1 Preface to the First Edition 5 Preface to the 2020 Edition 17 1. A Time of Terror 19 2. Birth, Boyhood and Beyond 54 3. Metamorphosis 79 4. Nightmare in Utah 90 5. A Lethal Colorado Winter 124 6. Springtime Doesn't Always Mean New Life 138 7. Out of the Shadows 149 8. So You're the One! 161 9. Cat and Mouse 172 10. Conviction 180 11. Escape to Tallahassee 194 12. Lake City 215 13. "Going west at somebody else's expense" 226 14. A Very Public End 239 Afterword to the 2020 Edition 250 Chapter Notes 253 Bibliography 259 Index 261