Fearing life is no way to live, but for Jessica Garrison, it's the only thing she knows. After she lost her mother to cancer, she couldn't bring herself to live with her father any longer. The lies and deceit she protected her mother from during the last months of her life now felt like betraying the loving woman who lost her life. Jessica left her childhood home at the age of seventeen, expecting to find a life free from lies, drugs, and adultery; what she found was anything but. Forced to learn the harsh realities in life, she endured years of abuse. Jessica escaped; but her escape came...

Roxy Garrison found herself in a world she never thought she could possibly be involved in. A world that broke every rule she ever followed. Roxy liked to live outside of the social norm, but one thing she would never tolerate was drugs. Her small family spiraled out of control after losing her mother to cancer, and her father numbed his grief by getting high; his addiction was out of control. Any semblance of home she had was ripped away which drove Roxy to leave everything behind for a new life in the city. She never expected to find herself living with a drug dealer and working for him as...

Roxy Garrison and Blair Borrero were the golden couple of Portland, Oregon's largest drug cartel. After becoming addicted to drugs, Roxy leaves Portland and vows to never return to her life with Blair. Groomed for a life in the drug cartel, Blair knew his destiny. Love should have never been in the cards for him. Devastated by Roxy's hasty departure the night he planned to propose marriage, Blair sets off to do the impossible and bring her back. As the only heir to his father's drug cartel, simply walking away to follow his heart presents a major problem. Follow Blair as he fights for the...